I miss mum so much we scatterd her ashes on mother's day in the sea like she asked and the weather was perfect just the way she would have liked the last few weeks I have been really struggling and anything will set me off crying after 6 years caring for her all day everyday and I've also had the struggle off finding a job no one wanted to take me on as after school I went straight to looking after mum but finally someone has taken a chance on me but not having a home really doesn't help and doesn't look like I'll be getting a home anytime soon