After a 4 year battle my partner loss his battle with cancer , I take great comfort in he is no longer suffering with pain or the palative chemo that made him feel awful the last few months.... but just why? Why did he have to die , why did he have to leave us.... life is sooo empty and grey even the recent spring time sunshine doesn't even raise a smile to my face I just feel so empty and lonely .... and soooo cold I sit a shiver with how cold I feel .
