In 3 days it will be 4 months he is gone.
Before he died I told him it would be hard without him, he replied: "I know..."
He told me I should remarry one day because I was too young to stay alone... I answered it would be unwise. That we had a baby girl... How could I trust someone in our lives... He insisted I shouldn't be alone...
But I am completely alone.
My whole family died of cancer. My mother, her sister, their parents. My husband then 2 months ago my God mother...
it is weird, having no one to call to say we are back from the holidays. No one to call to say baby is in hospital again...
My dad & sister live abroad... calling them to say that I'm in trouble when there is nothing that can do, to make them feel helpless... why should I do that... so I don't tell them.
What more to say...
