Good morning Laura24 = your post really movd me! I am so sorry for you and mum. At least she at peace and no longer suffering. Its you that needs to feel better and at peace. This will take a long time as I am sure that you and mum had a special relationship. You will be feeling very lost and brieved - you have no longer have mum to turn to.
So my morning prayer today is for YOU = May you feel at peace and can find a way in life now that mum has passed =
So sorry to hear about your mum, my mum (47) to passed away but from secondary breast cancer in November 2016. You can't really rely on what doctors say (which I'm guessing is where your mum said 3-6 months) they never gave my mum a timescale but my mum was rushed into hospital (on Monday) with pain a week before she died. They'd done tests and scans and said she should be able to go home on the Friday. But she never did.... I got a phone call from my brother saying mum was dying and the doctors said she'd be lucky to make it through the night. But how wrong were they she fought for 5 days right until the end.
It's horrible being without your mum as they're a big influence and your best friend. I'm 23 and I got engaged last October so my mum was really looking forward to helping me plan my big day. She didn't actually get to help me with any of it, and never knew the date I'd chosen. :(
It's been nearly 3 months since my mum passed and it's not got any easier for me just yet. I find myself crying daily just from thinking about her or a song will come on the radio and I think of her. People keep saying it'll get easier and that mum would want me to move on with my life and be happy. But I find it ever so hard to do that, because it's like we're all forgetting about her.
I also find myself now getting jealous when I see other people with their mums even children. Because I know longer have my mum here. And it's going to be so hard this year with the first of everything without my mum, it's her birthday tomorrow and I'm really not looking forward to it at all. :(
I have found that talking to people on these types of forums has helped me, as there are so many people going through the same if not similar experiences as you and it's good to know you're not alone.
I all so get jel seeing my mates with there mum's beacuse my mum went to fast she wanted to see her granddaughter going to big school im September and me on my 25th birthday - knowing I ant never going to see her again rips my heart apart knowing I can never kiss her again or when I need her , she was such a bubbly person ever one loved her she all ways put others before her self it was hard the night she sadly passed away I didn't want it to be true - I keep thinking she's just going to walk back throw the door and give me hug and telling me to stop been silly I get to put my mom to rest soon which is going to break my heart knowing I'm never going to see her again but I keep thinking her sprit got left behind wen she passed away at home that's all I need to keep thinking thank u so much for this talk guys xxx p.s cancer is such a hobble disease
Sorry for your loss Laura. I lost my mum in Dec 2015. The docs gave her a week to a yr to live,she died exactly a week later. She's at peace now and pain free which helps me but it's still hard knowing she won't see my children grow up. My youngest was only six months old when she died. It does get easier with time. Just take one day at a time xx
Hi Laura so sorry for you loss but I know exactly what your going through I lost my mum on 2nd of January I miss her so much I can't stop crying but then I remember the pain she was in and it eases me a bit just wish she never got cancer she was only 63 and loved life..just keep your chin up mate you'll see her again one day because we all meet up again when we're gone .xx knowing this keeps me going take care
Seeing her made me feel better but now I'm missing her and just want to see her for one lady time knowing I'm never going to see her again rips my heart in two knowing she's not going to see her granddaughter grow up she loved been a nanny xxx
