I have a couple of friends that I can talk too but i find it so difficult to really open up, or I get the cliches back at me. like I said my mum was my best friend she knew everything about me warts and all no one else comes close to that :( 

Sending you lots of love back xx 

Hope the funeral goes okay. Like u my mum was my best friend. I miss her terribly but know that she woudlnt want me to be sad so im doing my best to make my mum proud of me and my children. My youngest was only six months when my mum died but im grateful she got to spend six months with him. He get her going on her bad days which im so grateful for. Take care

Where do you like to think your mum is now? Xx

So sorry to hear you have lost your mum. I know a lot of people always say they know how you feel but I really do. My mum also passed away on 26th December 16, she was indeed my best friend, not just a mum and I miss her dearly. I find myself crying all the time, and we have yet to have her funeral which is happening on Friday this week. 

I guess time is a healer but i understand you don't believe that, I still don't believe it myself but then I do have good days as well.. It's bound to hurt as it's still very raw, and it is going to take time, maybe even a long time yet. I know it's going to take me a long while. 

If you even want to chat about anything, i'm a good listener and I hope you can find some comfort in knowing people are here for you. Stay strong xx