Dear all,

I'm on here like many of you, just wanting to express feelings to people who are going / gone through the same. My father passed last week with cancer and it all happened pretty quick. It was the chemo that destroyed him due to negligence by the hospital (that's another story and court case). But I don't understand why I have little emotion. I only cried when I went to see him on the bed at home a few hours after he passed... and that wasn't a great deal. I thought the world of him. The funeral is tomorrow and I just don't know how I will react but I feel that I won't cry. I'm hoping to soon because I want that release. I'm not even angry though and can still have a laugh and joke with people.

Im curious if anyone else felt like this and if eventually emotions caught up with them.

Im not heartless and am a deep emotional person normally.

Simon.