My mum died of liver cancer 9 months ago. I find each day unbearable and find it harder and harder. I can't sleep at night and break down all the time. I miss her so much and my life feels so empty without her. I have two children and I continue for their sake otherwise I wouldn't have the will to get out of bed each day as I feel so down.
Does it get easier? because right now, it feels awful.
I keep thinking I need to tell mum this and remember she's gone and breakdown. I see people with their mothers and I envy them.
I feel so alone and helpless. Feel like part of me has died too and I struggle to get back up again.
