hi, 

my dad past away to cancer on the 15th on may 2010. 6 years have past and I still haven't gotten past it, I don't know what's wrong with me, whenever something bad happens it instantly reminds me of it and I have trouble coping. It sends me into a dark place, where all I do is cry. I begin to think what is the point in bothering if everyone will end up like that. I expected this is what it's like after a year or two but I didn't think it would last this long. I don't know what to do