I'm so sorry for you loss my heart goes out to you it must have been such shock for you going though all that and new baby as well . You emotion are all over place and having baby as well . Try and hold on to the good memories you had you got wonderful baby I understand in that way when you say you baby would remember nothing . It up to you to keep the memories alive for you baby when she older  about how wonderful her father was I know at the moment nothing makes any sense . My situation is different my mother temanlly I'll we doesn't know how long she got . I also got 10 month old baby it's heart breaking knowing that my baby wouldn't know is nanny . I will always tell him about is wonderful nanny . As I hope you will with you baby one day . Everything for you at the moment is all over place I hope you got support of you family and friends you can talk to them . You also can chat on here as well if you want to . There a lot of information on here coping with loss as well. Hope you and you daughter are ok .you baby will help you though this I know at the moment it doesn't feel like. Remember the good times you had . Take care sending you big hugs to you both x