I just read your About Me and was very moved by it. Poor you, losing your husband at such a young age and having to look after two young children it is normal with the festive period approaching that you are feeling heartbroken. We are all there for you on Cancer Chat any time you need to talk. We have members here who are also parents of young children who have experienced the loss of a loved one. Luckily, our little ones always manage to bring a smile back on our faces, don't they? And they keep us so occupied that we just have to get through each day for them.
I am sure other members will be along soon to say hello - and if you feel down even on Christmas eve or Christmas day, someone will always be there for you on the forum at any time of day or night.
