my husband of 2 weeks died sat evening, been to the undertakers today to arrange funeral only to be told i need to pay upfront, i have no money at all to even think about paying for it what the hell am i supposed to do, its hard enough to deal with losing him let alone dealiing woth the funeral arrangements. i miss him so much it hurts. family have been great but cant talk openly to them they feel angry at him for leaving me with no money to pay for his funeral, no one else in the family his or mine is a possition to help financially.
