Hi Julia. I am so sorry you lost your lovely dad, I know what you mean though, I lost my beloved dad just over three months ago and it still doesn't seem real. I keep thinking I have forgotten to contact dad I had better do so asap and then a split second later I remember he has gone. My mind just can't accept he has gone, the reality is just too much. I knew losing a parent was never going to be easy but the emptiness I am feeling keeps taking my breath away, I just miss him so much. Unfortunately, i don't think the sadness will ever leave us, we just have to take each day as it comes, thinking of you. Eliza xx