I'm sorry for you loss you came to right place you not alone on here if you just want to write down how you feeling or just have chat there always someone on here will give the time to read and answer you post. My situation is different my mother also got bowel cancer it's spread through her blood and its inoperable we don't know how long she got its living night mere it's so hard when you loss someone you love. Like I said if you need chat I'm here if you want to take care X 

You are so young to have lost your mum, my heart goes out to you. 

I lost my dad 5 weeks ago to CUP (Cancer Unknown primary) and it is heartbreaking and a time of feeling lost and hurt. 

Cry when you need to as it is part of the griefing process and try to remember happier times when you get those rare moments of feeling a little calm. 

This site made me feel that I was not alone and that we are all going through this together 

stay with us and stay safe x

Thank you for repling to me. It's the weirdest feeling in the world. I think it didn't seem real for a while but is starting to now, so I'm finding it really hard to cope with.

Thanks for your message. I wish you peace too x