Hi angeldevon

My condolences for your loss of your beloved. 

I lost my father a month ago and like you was totally devastated and lost, i still am but the pain has eased a little bit.... Just talking to everyone on here has bought me comfort during this very sad time, you are not alone.. stay with us all we will all get through this together. Just let it all out everything , from how you are feeling , to your beautiful memories , to your deepest thoughts as we will all walk this path together until we are stronger again. Xx

Hi I too have lost my husband to oesophageal cancer 10 weeks ago he was only 48 it is so hard.mt 5houghts are with u x

Michelle to lose someone so young must be hard to bear. My husband was 73 when he died last month, some days I feel good considering but sometimes  like today I feel I'm back at the beginning. 

Love to to you  all. Xx

Hi everyone i lost my mum 3 weeks ago after she had only been in hospital 6 days after being diagonosed with pancreatic, lung and liver cancer. She had no pain at all she was very jaundice and just passed peacefully in my arms. I am devastated and cant believe i will only ever see her alive in my dreams but at the moment those dreams are mostly nightmares. I feel the pain of all of you and like me you will be saying " why us?"