I am so sorry for your loss.  I lost my dear husband of 48 years seven weeks ago today, he was 66 & was always a fit and healthy man also...he was diognosed & passed within a year. We always had hope, & tried everything, he fought so hard to stay with us...but cancer won out in the end. I miss him so much, & when I look at his photos it's so hard to believe that he is no longer here. Some days are harder than others. I've found taking one day, one moment at a time works. Grief takes on many forms & have found reading books about grief, & grief counselling a great help.  Look after yourself sweetheart...your two beautiful children need you xxx

I am so sorry for your loss.  I lost my dear husband of 48 years seven weeks ago today, he was 66 & was always a fit and healthy man also...he was diognosed & passed within a year. We always had hope, & tried everything, he fought so hard to stay with us...but cancer won out in the end. I miss him so much, & when I look at his photos it's so hard to believe that he is no longer here. Some days are harder than others. I've found taking one day, one moment at a time works. Grief takes on many forms & have found reading books about grief, & grief counselling a great help.  Look after yourself sweetheart...your two beautiful children need you xxx