Hi beckii

I am very sad to hear your sadness.

Your Dad is never far away, although he is not there in body, he is in your heart and memories,must closing your eyes for a few minutes and taking a deep breath and a memory or smell will comfort you. I am not religious but am a believer that they are with you, and have learned to use this as a comfort.

I lost my dear Dad on 3rd Sep, my dad fought a battle since January. I never fought he would go. 

You say you was with your dad between 2013-2015 so your dad knows you were there for him during this difficult time. 

i hope you find some peace in time and please do not be to hard on your selve you will start to live your life for your dad through your eyes.

post your thoughts and sadness here as we are all here to listen and support