My dad passed away 4 weeks ago to oesophagus cancer we weren't expecting it he was told they could shrink it with chemo. However unbeknown to us it had spread quickly and my dad deteriorated fast. My mum and I looked after him at home and were with him when he passed. We do take comfort from this that we did everything he wanted. But my heart is broken my dad and I were very close spoke and text everyday I spend most of the day trying to keep composed for my daughters but I don't sleep my mind replaying the last few weeks of my dads life. My daughters are struggling they miss him so much he was a huge part of their lives. One of my daughters who was particularly close to my dad cries every night saying it's not fair they had plans for when she started high school. nothing I say makes a difference I just don't know what to do we are both grieving and completely heart broken.
