i lost my husband recently after nearly 40 years of marriage we had four weeks after him being diagnosed with lung cancer to spend with him it was all so sudden I miss him so much and don't know how to get through each day I try so hard keep how I'm feeling from my children as they lost their dad and I don't want them worrying about me i feel so lonely I'm writing this as I feel at least talking to some one in the forum there are others going through the same thing and know how I feel does it get easier and does the pain go away thank you for listening love Maria x
