Hello, I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my mum to pancreatic cancer on the 17th of May 15 months after diagnosis. Initially she responded very well to folfirinox chemo and there was no visible signs of the tumour. She was given the news that the cancer had returned with a vengeance on the 27th of April and that chemo would not benefit her greatly. She made the brave choice to decline anymore treatment and came home. My sister and stepdad and I cared for her at home where she passed away peacefully. I feel like I can't cope with this grief and that I'm never gonna be happy again. I feel physically sore and so exhausted I've never felt anything like this. I'm so sorry I can't offer you any positive advice but I just want you to know that I understand. Sorry for venting I think I needed to do that. Take care...Lucinda x