Hi,

I lost my dad on the 12th of March............He was the most healthiest man who excersised every day, ate healthy and was a very happy person. 

In January he got a very bad cough and lost his voice. 5 weeks later he was no better so went for a blood test where his liver enzymes where very high. The hospital gave him a scan and found something on his liver and lung. After the biopsy we found out that he had a stage 4 neuroendocrine tumor which spread to his entire body (apart from the brain). The strange thing was he had no pain atall but stopped eating and got weaker and weaker. He was meant to start Chemo on the 14th of March but didn't make it and died in hospital on the 12th. I have lost my idol, my best friend, my everything and I feel lost without him. I am so greatful that I have my mum who also means everything to me but as you may understand each parent has a special place in your heart and either one can be replaced. My husband and I are expecting a baby next month and it breaks my heart that he won't be here to meet my little boy :( I miss him so much it hurts