When someone dies we often feel this way and, even if we have nothing to feel guilty sbout, we search until we find something.    Somehow I felt it absolved me for still being alive after my husband had died and I should have somehow saved him.

I do hope that you can come to terms with this, perhaps see a counseller to helo you.

When someone dies we often feel this way and, even if we have nothing to feel guilty sbout, we search until we find something.    Somehow I felt it absolved me for still being alive after my husband had died and I should have somehow saved him.

I do hope that you can come to terms with this, perhaps see a counseller to helo you.