I lost my dad on recently and his funeral was just before Christmas....my dad prepared us well for his passing and his past few months was the best we could have had as a family. We did so many experiances, meals out, family gatherings and it was as positive as we would have made it given the circumstances of his pancreatic cancer.
Loosing him is beyond painful and I am struggling to grieve. This is because there has been a lot of other funerals of late, 6 in total and they were all unexpected deaths and I have supported my friends through them, however the underlying issue that they all have raised is that because we had time to prepare...I have somehow got the better deal...my situation is not anything like theres......and some comments are quiet cutting.
I feel isolated and an unsure where do go from here with these friendships?
