I miss my husband

my husband passed away 29th October.  H ewas diagnosed with prostate cancer Jan 2013, although we knew it was terminal we both thought we had a few more months, but he fell down stairs and was admitted to hospital with a serious head injury, he seemed to be recovering but then deteriorated rapidly.  the cause if his passing was primarily the cancer.  I can't believe he has gone I miss him so much I feel cheated that he went too soon, although I am so grateful he regained consciousness after the head injury and I was able to speak to him again,  I feel so guilty for leaving the hospital the night he passed, but I truly thought he was getting better and would be coming home (as did the hospital) had I known I would never have left him, i left the hospital about 8.30 then i got a call at six in the morning saying he was very poorly, when i got there he was unconscious he passed later that day and I never got to speak to him again. I miss him so much I can't see a future without him he was my soulmate

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  • I lost my wife on the 29th October she had suffered a brain tumour for a year. My world feels like it has been turned upside down. They say time is a good healer and I'm hoping it is. I stay strong for the kids and they help me but deep down it tears me apart to to think of the years we could have been together. It would have been our first wedding anniversary on the 29th of this month and we thought we would have a few years together at least but it was not meant to be. 

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  • I lost my wife on the 29th October she had suffered a brain tumour for a year. My world feels like it has been turned upside down. They say time is a good healer and I'm hoping it is. I stay strong for the kids and they help me but deep down it tears me apart to to think of the years we could have been together. It would have been our first wedding anniversary on the 29th of this month and we thought we would have a few years together at least but it was not meant to be. 

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