I miss my husband

my husband passed away 29th October.  H ewas diagnosed with prostate cancer Jan 2013, although we knew it was terminal we both thought we had a few more months, but he fell down stairs and was admitted to hospital with a serious head injury, he seemed to be recovering but then deteriorated rapidly.  the cause if his passing was primarily the cancer.  I can't believe he has gone I miss him so much I feel cheated that he went too soon, although I am so grateful he regained consciousness after the head injury and I was able to speak to him again,  I feel so guilty for leaving the hospital the night he passed, but I truly thought he was getting better and would be coming home (as did the hospital) had I known I would never have left him, i left the hospital about 8.30 then i got a call at six in the morning saying he was very poorly, when i got there he was unconscious he passed later that day and I never got to speak to him again. I miss him so much I can't see a future without him he was my soulmate

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  • Hi Deban,

    I am so sorry to read about the loss of your husband. Have just lost my father and brother in law to prostate cancer plus I have had it myself but luckily thanks to my wife it was caught early and I have made a good recovery. My sister in law is feeling much like you. Brother in law went down so quickly; he wanted to be with us for Christmas but it wasnt to be.

    Hope you have support from your respective families.

    Sending best wishes and kind thoughts your way, Brian.

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  • Hi Deban,

    I am so sorry to read about the loss of your husband. Have just lost my father and brother in law to prostate cancer plus I have had it myself but luckily thanks to my wife it was caught early and I have made a good recovery. My sister in law is feeling much like you. Brother in law went down so quickly; he wanted to be with us for Christmas but it wasnt to be.

    Hope you have support from your respective families.

    Sending best wishes and kind thoughts your way, Brian.

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