So , i never have thought i would be saying this, but i am a 16 year old girl who has recently lost my mum to small bowel cancer. My mum had been fighting it for 18months and it was a long time, to process the fact my mum had cancer and i still don't think it has hit me. But the struggle as well is the fact my dad has cancer which is horrible to even contemplate but at the moment he is in remission. But it was hard having both parents ill. But know i only have one parent. Its odd, like I did't want to talk about it, when it first happened, but now its all i want to think and talk about, but my friends get uncomforatble when i want to talk about it. Is that normal? But i feel like i can't talk to my dad about it as it will upset him. I am scared about upsetting and mmaking people uncomfortable. But i still have a 13 year old brother as well, so i want to be strong but i just want to scream and shout about how i feel. Like i want to talk to people my age about and not feeling scared to talk about it. As i have already been called an attention seeker. Is there any teenagers out there who know how i feel and know what i am going through. Cause i feel alone.