I AM SO SORRY FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY BECAUSE I KNOW THE PAIN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN THE SAME AFTER WATCHING WHAT THEY DID TO MY FATHER  I LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN AND HAVE TO SEE THESE PEOPLE WHO TOOK MY DAD'S LIFE, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT THEY DID AND ARE STILL DOING IT IN THAT HOSPITAL MY FRIENDS DAD SUFFERED THE SAME FATE LAST MONTH AND ARE STRUGGLING TERRIBLY  , YES DARLIN I TOOK IT AS FAR AS I COULD WITH THE NHS, A NINTEEN PAGE REPORT , THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT CAME OUT OF IT WAS 13 RECOMMENDATIONS WERE MADE FOR THE HOSPITAL SO A LOT OF CHANGES WERE MADE AND THE ALCOHOLIC NURSES WERE SENT FOR MORE TRAINING, I GOT AN APOLOGY FOR ALL THE MISTAKES THAT WERE MADE DURING MY DAD'S STAY IN THAT HOSPITAL  BUT THEY STILL WILL NOT ADMIT THAT MY FATHER'S LIFE WAS TAKEN PREMATURELY, OH GOD I STILL EVEN BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT STOPPING THE SCUM FROM PUTTING THE DRIVER IN IT WAS SO AWFUL IL NEVER NEVER EVER GET OVER IT COMPLETELY BUT IV HAD TO TRY SO HARD TO START LIVING MY LIFE FOR THE SAKE OF MY 3 SONS MY GRANDKIDS AND MY LOVLY FIANCE, THEY ARE KILLING PEOPLE ON THE NHS BUT NO ONE IS LISTENING, I ACTUALLY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE WITH A BROKEN HEART, I PRAY ONE DAY THESE PEOPLE GET THERE KARMA I REALLY DO, I'M NOT A BAD PERSON I'M SO SOFT HEARTED AND WELL LIKED IN MY TOWN SORRY I DON'T WANT TO SOUND BIG HEADED BUT IT'S SO YOU CAN GET AN IDEA OF MY PERSONALITY, BUT I CAN TELL YOU I'M DAMAGED BEYOND REPAIR BUT I HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY FAMILY  , ONLY YOU KNOW IF YOU WANT TO TAKE IT FURTHER, ALL I CAN SAY IS FOLLOW YOUR HEART AT LEAST I GOT SOME CLOSURE I SUPPOSE EVEN THOUGH IT WASN'T THE OUTCOME I'D HOPED FOR  I WAS DRAINED BY THE END OF THE INVESTIGATION  I MISS MY DAD SO MUCH GOOD LUCK MY DARLIN WHAT EVER YOU DECIDE AND I'M ALWAYS HERE IF YOU WANT TO TALK OR NEED ADVICE  GOD BLESS YOU

HI AGAIN JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT WHEN THE 4 NURSES WERE INTERVIEWED OVER MY DAD'S DEATH  THEY ACTUALLY ALL LIED IN THERE STATEMENTS WHICH MADE ME ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY SICK WHEN I READ IT IN THE REPORT IN FRONT OF ONE OF THE NHS STAFF DOING THE INVESTIGATION OVER MY DAD'S DEATH, I ACTUALLY PUT THEM OUT OF MY HOUSE, IT WAS THEN I LOST ALL FAITH IN PEOPLE, ALL I CAN SAY IS WE WILL NEVER BEAT THE NHS ABOUT DRIVERS THEY WILL NEVER ADMIT WHAT IS GOING ON XX

ahh,Thankyou for replying and yes I totally agree and understand.They trybto make you think you’re going crazy and being hysterical ...the nurses at the care home /hospice my poor mum was were actually goading us repeatedly saying do we have lasting power of attorney ,which they knew we didn’t and we’re like well we can do as we wish then ...I even tried to get the local MP involved so my mum could be returned home but it was too late by then and they’d already bullied my mum and pretended she gave authority for the driver when she couldn’t even speak ....I knew they were lying because I was there and my mum made a noise and they said oh you need more pain killers ...and got morphine ready when what she actually  wanted was a drink of water because of the dehydration...I feel the same as you ,i’ll Never get over what they did...I accepted she would die but not the way thy made it happen and not as cruel and fast either x best wishes