My mum died on Tuesday from lung cancer. It was a peaceful release for her as the pain had started to be more often. I have spent the last 26yrs living with my mum and feel a huge hole has appeared. I'm also dealing with the fact that I might have bowel cancer. I'm undergoing tests to confirm it. I really feel at a loss at the moment and don't know what way to turn. I could be homeless soon as tenancy was in mums name. And I can't afford to live here. I only work part time and have been off for the last month looking after mum. I really feel that life has *** on me.
