My dad passed beginning of July the day after his 95th birthday. 
He had bladder/kidney cancer which spread to his lungs. Was with him when he passed.

Im still at my dad’s house sorting what needs to be sorted. The house has lost its spirit & soul, hate being here now but need to complete the job in hand. 
Have two brothers one whom I’m not particularly close to lives about 30mins away from dads, the other we are very close but he had to return home which is abroad. 

Hubby has been absolutely fantastic over the last 18months or so, allowing me to come down and see dad most weeks, then from beginning of March when dad went into hospital the a nursing home I’ve pretty much been at dads full time. 

Lost my mum when I was 24 now just coming up to my 57th birthday……….im broken, struggling. I suffer with mental health and I know I’m heading down the rocky road and I don’t know how to stop it or even if I want too. I’m on medication which is my life line . 

Taz x