I’m just reaching out as people who haven’t gone through this can’t understand how I’m feeling. 
my husband of 24 years who was only 48yrs old passed away 8 wks ago  after a 4 year battle of melanoma cancer. Such a cruel and sneaky cancer. He was so brave throughout his cancer journey and fought so heart but it was so aggressive. He was my soulmate and I feel my heart has been ripped out leaving a massive hole. I’ve got 2 little boys with additional learning needs who I’ve got to be strong for as they rely on me totally and they are trying to process the death of their daddy too. I’m just heartbroken and angry as he was such a wonderful person in so many ways and I feel life is just so unfair. Thank you for listening