Haunted by my mother's final hours

I'm so heartbroken of my mother's death, but worse than anything, I can't get out of my head her final hours she kept saying I don't want to go ,but what can I do ?what can I do? I felt so sorry for her,even writing this brings me to tears   x she wouldn't want me upset living the rest of my life, but I can't live with this torturing pain any longer, I pray for her to help me every day, ive gone back to work after 7 wks ,and find myself ️thinking about her last hours over and over x

  • I am so sorry to hear your story. I am sure she will help you. We all believe different things but I believe in miracles. She wouldn't want you upset. I have prostate cancer. I remember vividly the night my mother passed over. She is sometimes in my dreams. I wrote a book some years ago. Same title as my user name. I was with my mums mum when she passed and that experience changed my life forever hence the book. Remember things get better over time. I can tell you from experience just remember she would want the best for you. I will pray she helps you too.