Hello Shellyanne

I'm so very sorry to hear about how grief has impacted your life with the recent loss of your Dad and the previous losses of both your daughters. It's understandable that there are days when you find it hard to function and cry. Grief is a natural process but it can be overwhelming. 

I know lots of members here in the Cancer Chat community have shared how they have found bereavement support helpful whilst journeying with grief. I don't know if this is something that you've previously explored or indeed want to consider but if it is then you might find it helpful to look at the Cruse website along with the bereavement support that Sue Ryder offers. 

In the meantime, be kind to yourself Shellyanne. Take each day as it comes and try not to look too far ahead as you adjust to life without your Dad. Life will never be quite the same again but hopefully, with the support of family, friends and loved ones you will find your way forward in a new normal. 

Thinking of you at this difficult time. 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator