While I am badly grieving and I mean badly grieving this cancer forum I have found does help.

My daughters funeral is so expensive but she gets what she deserves. Id love a holiday far away to recover but well we all want what we cannot have. If TUI read this please please sponsor a holiday  anyway I want to bring some comfort for people that have lost or people that are on end of life.

I do not believe in nonsense I am very scientific but something happened to me a day after my daughter passed. We all dream sometimes mine never make sense as I am on anti depressants.

Anyway I was struggling to sleep I still cannot sleep I miss her terribly. But she came to me in my dream. My dream was very light to not a heavy sleep. 

My daughter has an amazing funny diva type personality in the dream I was with her. Just to bear in mind she lost her great grandma when she was about 6 or 7 they adored each other plus 2 years ago she lost a very close cousin in a car accident. His name was Reece. Anyway in my dream she was her old self beautiful blonde hair smiling very happy. I said to her "have you met god yet?" She said "yeah for half hour I got others to meet' did you see grandma? Yes she asked me what I was doing here (grandma died before my daughter had cancer) what about Reece? Yes I have but dad I got lots of others to see. Oh before I go she said look what I can do and I don't know how but she kinda manifested these small tiny fairy things with wings that were flying all over the place. She proudly said I made them then I woke up and for about 45 mins I felt the most wonderful calm peace feeling I wanted that to last forever. 

The moral of this is I know my daughter visited me I did ask her before she passed to prove somehow to me if there is another side. I got confirmation so if your unfortunately on end of life please don't suffer or be frightened there's another side to this life where your healthy and very happy. Remember this xx