I’m so broken hearted. Mum fell asleep for the last time on Friday after living with Vascular dementia, respiratory failure and heart failure for so long. She was diagnosed with a lung mass Wednesday and passed away 2 days later. I feel like I have lost mum so many times over the last 2 years with her dementia but wasn’t prepared for her passing away. I don’t know how to cope emotionally. I have the support of my 3 siblings and my husband and children, so why do I feel so alone? 
We need to start making funeral arrangements tomorrow, this is all so hard.