My heart goes out to you; it’s so very tough and there are no easy ways  to navigate the pain and loss. Other than take each moment at a time, be gentle on yourself. I lost my dear mum 16 months ago to cancer and my dad has just been diagnosed with terminal cancer we find out Monday the prognosis etc. I totally understand and it’s so shocking and heartbreaking ,devastating and you feel totally lost. Wrap yourself in the love and support of family and friends if you can. Sending you a hug wrapped in gentle warmth and strength.

I’m so sorry to hear this , I think losing a parent is the most excruciating thing anyone should have to go through child or adult , I was 15 when I lost my mum and now I’m 21 and it was horrible but I had to stay strong to take care of my dad but all I can say is give it time let yourself feel the emotions and be honest about how your feeling to your loved ones , it will be less painful at times but really hard the next. I hope you’re okay and I’m sending hugs ! X