Hello TOEL07, 

I am so sorry for all your losses, poor you it all happened in quick succession and must have been really traumatic. Children are very good at keeping us going but you must be really exhausted and drained after going through all this and it's normal that you feel you are struggling. You seemed to be very close to your mum so the shock of suddenly no longer being able to talk to her every day must be immense. It all happened so quickly too after only 6 weeks. You will find some helpful information on our website on Coping with Grief which will explain the range of feelings you might be experiencing after losing a loved one - you are definitely not alone and many members of our community have also sadly lost a parent to cancer. Some have also come to our site after also sadly losing both parents and I hope that you will hear their stories and that you can support one another here. 

It might be helpful too to talk to your GP about how you are feeling as they may be able to offer you help and point you in the direction of valuable resources such as grief counselling. 

We're thinking of you and your family during this difficult time. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator