Hi i lost my dad in october so christmas was something i wanted to get rid of quickly. I had a feeling last years fathers day would be the last. Its his bday coming up too im not sure how to mark it. I would go to pub and have a drink for him but as i have covid its not happening. Its hard enough as it is without illnesses..

I think ill just light a candle. i wil say happy birthday to him as he is still here, sort of. Fathers day im not so sure. I guess ill light another candle.