Hello mum76,

I'm sorry for your loss and the pain you're experiencing. Grief is a deeply personal journey, and it's natural to have difficult days when the absence of your daughter feels overwhelming. The contrast between your internal struggles and the seemingly unaffected world around you can intensify those feelings.

It's admirable that you're trying to honor your daughter's wishes by living the best life you can. Remember that grief takes time, and healing is a gradual process. It's okay to have hard days and to allow yourself to feel the emotions that come with them.

Seeking support from others who have experienced similar losses can be comforting and I hope that you'll continue to find that among us.

Sending you strength and comfort as you navigate these feelings.

All the best,

Renata, Cancer Chat Moderator