I lost my mum on Tuesday morning to cancer which started in the bladder and spread throughout her body. She got diagnosed in March 2022 so I was lucky enough to spend time with her and make lots of memories but it still wasn't enough. I am 32 and she was 57 and she was the centre of my universe. I know it's only early days and hasn't even been a week yet but I already feel that I will never be happy again. I can't cope with my emotions and miss her so so so much and I just don't understand how I can live without her? I am getting married in July and was praying she would be there but it wasn't meant to be.