I lost my dad to cancer 3 weeks ago and my long term partner has let me down so much I have had no support and day after my dad's funeral he got drunk through day which he knows is not ok due to his addition and also cause we have two kids who we never have drank are been drunk around more so through day and on this day I told him if he don't stop drinking he will need to go somewhere else and he relapsed so didn't speak for 4 days and now he just don't care no support nothing I can't grieve my dad's death as all day I'm dealing with kids but it gets me at night where I just sit and cry it's really effecting my mental health and I have tried to speak with partner who says it's my fault he not supported me as I asked him to leave that day he don't care he has no emotion for me and what I'm going through he just keeps saying it's all on me