Will this ever end? I'm hurting so much after losing my beautiful mum. It has just gone the 2 year mark. I felt like I was coping, I have been looking after my elderly grandmother which has kept me busy, but she is fine now and ny life is slowing down and I'm thinking about mum more and more. I was never offered any counselling, only a course to manage stress, I'm thinking of taking up some counselling to see if that would help, I just find it daunting, there is so many private counsellors out there I don't know who to choose or where to go. Not sure what I'm looking for writing this, but I felt maybe just airing would help a little xx