My darling husband passed away 7 weeks ago after battling adrenal cancer since his diagnosis in 2020. I am overwhelmed with grief now facing our  wedding anniversary soon, we met over 42 years ago and got married soon after. 
All friends and family have been amazing but I miss him so much. I can't believe he's gone, I know people say talk to your friends but who really wants to hear what I'm feeling and thinking, it's too sad. 
The odd day I think I feel better then something triggers my uncontrollable tears again. from reading other posts I can see this is normal to feel like this but it is so hard as I loved him so much, we did everything together.