Hi I'm sho I have only just lost my boy I was his carer as well as his mum he passed away 5 January 23 he had brain neck and lung cancer I'm struggling without him he wasnt only my boy but best friend it was just the 2 of us for all his 35 years I cared for him right till the end how do u cope wit no one around you for support.All I have ever known for 30 odd years is caring for my son .I hope this is ok to post