My mum passed away the day she was due an MRI to see if the chemo worked. She had a brain hemorrhage. She's been gone two weeks and none of it seems real. I had to watch her heart flatline... Her funeral is in a week and she wants to be cremated. I can't even get my head around that... I can't even cry anymore. I see photos of her and I feel like I've disassociated from it all because I don't want to believe I'm never going to see her again...