My mum passed away

So my mum passed away this afternoon, I feel really numb, I can't believe it. She passed away at home and we were by her side. Im Glad she isn't suffering and didn't have to suffer furthers 

I don't want to sleep and wake up knowing this is real. 
gonna be hard time grieving! I already feel so alone. 
can't imagine life without her, I'd speak to her everyday and talk to her about everything g my best friend, the best advise always there for me. 
 

lost both parents to this cancer!!! Life is cruel. 

  • Hello Lovemydad,

    I just wanted to say on behalf of the Cancer Chat team that we are so sorry for your loss. Our sincere condolences and deepest sympathies during this difficult time. 

    Many on our forum will understand what you are going through and I hope that you will hear from others who have also lost a parent or loved one to cancer.

    Best wishes, 

    Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator

  • I'm so sorry for your loss, I've followed your thread and know how hard it's been.  My husband died this year from cancer and it is hard to understand that although you did all you could it's still ended the way you never wished it to.  Love to you in your time of grief. Carol x

  • Thank you for your reply.

    im sorry for your loss.

    the last 10 weeks have been so tough for my mum, I'm so glad she is not suffering. But I am so scared of the future without her. 
     

    this week we will be sorting our funeral and prayers etc.

     

    my mum was my bestest friend. I don't know how I'll cope.