I just wanted to welcome you to our forum and say that we are very sorry for your loss. Losing your mum and your nan is so hard and I wanted you to know you are not alone and we are here if you need to talk or tell us more about what happened and how it has affected you. So many members of our forum will be able to relate to what you are going through at the moment having also lost a loved one.
There is also information on our website on Coping with Grief which will help you understand the complex range of emotions involved in the grieving process. Your mum and nan will always be in your heart and I wanted you to know we are here for you anytime you need to offload and talk to others who can truly understand.
