Hello RoseStarBlue

I'm glad you felt better for being able to offload your thoughts and feelings here on the forum. You're welcome to post and edit/delete any time if it helps to have this space to do it. 

Best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator 

Thank you 

Been crying all morning.

Been told I'm in early stages grief 

Child in me got to process things

Like it only now happened

I'm still there 

world moved on

I didn't

I need to talk to other children

not children today

children of my time

but they grew up

it's the child in me has to deal with this

i need to be with another child

who lost their friend

their bestest only friend

cancer takes everyone i care about

Thank you, Jenn

Today I got my brain back. But I have had to box all the difficult emotions. I don't understand it. Why can people talk about some deaths without distress and yet be completely floored by another?

I cried through morning, slept afternoon and walked through evening.

I do appreciate your help. x