Hi Lee I can't sleep and so I just popped on here and saw your post about your wife,I'm so sorry for your loss, its never easy when you lose a loved one,ecspecialy as you have a six year old, who is too young to understand what's happened to thier mum.
Your wife does indeed sound like a remarkable women of courage and strengh right through to the end. I lost my husband in 1997,all be it in totaly different circumstances, he commited suicide, our children were 15 and 12. But I still went through all the mixed emotions that you are or probably will go through, sadness,despair,angry at times,not knowing how you will last a day without them ,loneliness, trying to stay strong for your children,the list of emotions you go through is vast, it really is. But you will get through this,you really will,its hard but in time you will come to realise, that life goes on,it has too,you have too,and your wife would want you too,she would want you to carry on,live your life to the fullest,look after your son,nuture him watch him grow into a man that you will be proud off, you will always have a part if your wife in him. The days will carry on and roll into weeks,the weeks will roll into months, the monthes will turn into years, and your life will have many changes to come. And even though right now ,this will not even enter your head,in time you may find love again, and lots of joy in your sons achievements in life, and one day you may even have the joy of Grandchildren, as I have,and that joy is truly amazing, it really is. Sending you a big virtual hug , always popping on here from time to time, as do many others on here so if you ever need to chat,I'm sure people will reply , and im sure in time others who read your post, and will offer you some comfort and kind words and advice. .Always here if you need to talk.
