My Dad died at the end of May, I still can't believe I'm saying the word died. He was 89 and yes that's a good age, everyone will tell me so, but I'm missing him so much. He was the head of our family, he was strong & looked after his girls. My sister has a mental illness (since she was 19, she's now 54) & our Dad and Mum have been amazing. I just can't take it in that he isn't here with Mum. Cancer is rubbish!!! Took my cousin this year, age 51 and my grandma age 55. I'm done! Just can't take the anxiety anymore.
