Hi there ... and welcome to our little chat room ...

I can so empathise with your loss ... I lost cousin to lung cancer about 4 years ago, then a niece to cystic fibrosis... then my sister to dementure ... 2 cousins to covid .. my 18 year old granddaughter to acute myeloid leukaemia ... and 2 days ago another amazing caring niece to lung cancer ... as well as myself having breast cancer and masectomy 5 years ago ...

All I can say, is don't live everyday thinking " what if" life is what it is ... no rhyme or reason with cancer or all the other things that sadly take us ... sinse my diagnosis I've tried to make memories every day ... and no one is promised tomorrow so try and live in the day ... don't look ahead ... life is too short ... I could have lived scared of cancer returning and panicked every day .. or just know to hold on to those we love while we have them ... I wake up every morning and if I look out to the sunshine say " yep I've got another day ..

So try to take every day as a bonus and like all those I've lost they all were thinking the same ... sending a vertual hug....  Chrissie x