My beautiful husband we I have know since I was 12 died from cancer on march 10th.....I miss him soo much I try and block it out.....he was 59.....  The NHS failed him from the start to the end....he was not diagnosed until it was too late to treat.......he went to the doctors Feb 2021 a healthy 10 stone 6 he weighed under 7 stone when he died......

Now Easter weekend my 83 year old fit well dad who does gym and weights and walks for 2. - 3 hours a day and is a health guru.....went to a & e on Easter Monday he had a blockage colon they did surgery.....it is cancer and has spread....he has 3 - 6 months.....I cannot bear it but have to say strong for my 19 year old and 9 year old sons......

I cannot bear to lety youngest know.....he keeps asking when is granddad coming to play football.....

To top it all a nurse yesterday left my dad in a chair for 2 hours he was cold and he begged her to put him back into bed. She ignored him and I have never in my life seen him so upset.....i am now in the middle of a complaints consultation........just wanted to get it off my chest.......